ME ;
CHRISTIEJANEPILLAY
17 years going on 18
07 MAY 89
GREEN
saint theresa's convent
one bernadette
two bernadette
three deirdre
four deirdre
ngee ann poly business studies
TB 05
st ANTHONY'S church
Lord's Vineyard
AMPLIFY
passion play 2006
st john vianney play
five golden rings play
wishings
i want those GORGEOUS set of colourpencils that have 120 colours, but is like $298.40. art friend.i want those pretty stamps me and AMAZING saw at taka.
i want that black ipod VIDEO!
i want that pretty zara knit top.
i want that striped mango top
i want that mondo striped purple shoe
i want a new handbag.
i want plenty of SKITTLES and M&M's!
i want a new pair of BIRKENSTOCKs.
i want abs like nicole schnerzinger or fergie.
i want to revamp my room.
i want that $599 casio 6 mega pixel camera.
i want to learn to play the drums, and xi yao and charles and jo and keith and william can teach me.
i want a new pair of HAVAINNAS. soon lah.
i want be able to take INTERNATIONAL ECONOMICS next year.
i want LOVE that lasts forever.
AND AMAZING GAVE HER THAT!
REMINISCING
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
June 2007
LOVES OF MY LIFE (:
adeline'
angelyn'
avlyn'
antaeus'
bernard'
claudine'
charles'
charm'
dara'
deon'
dora'
dinesh'
drey'
jasmine'
jeremy'
joscelyn'
beloved cousin'
karmila'
laurie'
larris'
lexine'
manda'
melissa'
nathalieROCKS'
nessa'
nini'
peiwen'
sean'
shabin'
sheryl'
shyla'
stephy'
suemaine'
vankelly'
yishan'
yolanda'
SPEAK UP.
mocking
* Friday, August 18
cont'd
number three
MY EXAMS ARE HERE.
and its like,
im cramming everything in.
i started a long time ago.
but it just cant seem to go in.
ALAMAK.
econs is over.
like finally!
the one i most dread.
but i got to say it wasnt that bad!
i want 70/100?
at least.
to get C for the module.
hahaa.
its bad,
i know.
but i never pay attention in class.
haha.
now left with CIP, OB and STATS.
goodness.
EQUAL KILLERS!
STUDY JANE, STUDY!
number four
that dumb man didnt let me go for amplify
cuz he said too far.
then wanna go watch movie,
he say i go out too much.
i've been mugging like some SIAO
and he cant even let me go out.
its ok.
by next thursday at 4pm.
i'll be free!
like break for seven weeks!
WOOOHOO!
we rode into town the other day
just me and my daddy
he said i'd finally reached that age
and i could ride next to him on a horse
that of course was not quite as white
we heard a crowd of people shouting
then so we stopped to find out why
there was that man
that my dad said he loved
but today there was fear in HIS eyes
so i said daddy why are they screaming
why are the faces of some of them beaming
why is HE dressed in that bright purple robe
i bet that crown hurts HIM more than HE shows
daddy please cant you do something
HE looks as though HE's gonna cry
you said HE was stronger than all of those guys
daddy pls tell me why
why does everyone want HIM to die
later that day the sky grew cloudy
and daddy said i should go inside
somehow he knew things would get stormy
boy was he right
but i could not keep from wondering
if there was something he had to hide
so after he left i had to find out
i was not afraid of getting lost
so i followed the crowds to a hill
where i knew men had been killed
then i heard a voice come from the cross
and it said FATHER why are they screaming
why are the faces of some of them beaming
why are they casting they're lots for MY robe
this crown of thorns hurts ME more than it shows
FATHER please cant YOU do something
I know that YOU must hear MY cry
I thought I could handle the cross of this size
FATHER remind ME why
why does everyone want ME to die
oh when will I understand why
MY precious SON
I hear them screaming
IM watching the face of the enemy beaming
and soon I will clothe YOU in robes of MY own
JESUS this hurts ME much more than YOU know
but this dark hour I must do nothing
though I've heard YOUR unbearable cry
the power in YOUR blood destroys all of the lies
soon YOU will see past their unmerciful eyes
look there below see the child
trembling by her fathers side
now I can tell YOU why
she is why YOU must die.
NICOLE NORDEMAN
--WHY
6:59:00 pm